sleeping beauty

as i watch you sleep,
i gently weep,
i want you to be,
right next to me,
but it ain't so,
i don't want to go,
so i watch you sleep,
as i watch and weep.

I searched and searched till i stopped searching,
but i couldn't find home.
where is it? when will i find it? will i find it?
disheartened, despair, frustration,
i left to seek it somewhere new;
then i found you.
You are my home.
and wherever we go together, i will find my home.

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I need home...
i need my home...
something that's just mine...
something that feels right.
i need a happy ending.

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As we stand, holding hands,
looking curiously upon our body holders;
i fear what i will see inside.
but you hold my hand, so i stand,
looking upon my body holder...

unfulfilled desires...dreams...reality...all mixed in one.
i am what i was.
we are what we were.
eternal timeless bliss joy...
inside is what i became...
the futility.. the sadness.. loneliness...
all trapped in my moist still body...

as we go nearer, i feel a chill...
i dont want to remember...
i dont want to be reminded...
the lost youth.. the lost dreams.. the lost life.
the container right in front of us,
you extend your arm......

... and i wake up.
you're beside me....
it was only a dream...

dream, illusion, reality... can You tell the difference...?